Wednesday, September 30, 2009
what a great day...jam-ed my finger on closet door this morning...& bang-ed myself on shower door .__. am i badluck or just clumsii =[
that wasn't the suckiesst part of the day...@work information got leaked out. my manager had a meeting & it mentioned shes gonna transfer 3 temp workers to another team.. 1 temp has resigned today now left two.. aparently theres 4 temps left in our team..and im one of em' got so sad x__x during this 2years ive worked here..i've tried so hard to survive through many rounds of being let go..and seeing other ppl being let go.. instead. since this financial crisis my pay has been cut off by half..(only working 4hours a day) i sort didn't minded the hours now, i get to rest-down. its better for my health. i like this job alot and the people..i just don't want to jump teams cause i know i wont like those people..they are rather loud and bitchy ~_~ even if i got transfered i dont even think i'd be there for long..gonna be weakess link =[[ don't know..my self esteem..dam low right now
when can i have a job that will last & stable T___T and to claim myself as secure? considering I'm so picky even if i resign i don't think I'd find job fast @ all. now that I've worked in office i no longer can handle retail jobs anymore =[
-is being a worried head- what do i want to achieve in life? i really don't know anymore..
waves are too strong and I've lost my directions

*- just you and me